A lot has happened since I last wrote, I went from thinking I found the next “one” to being single all within 45 days?? Yup, that is how I roll, I fall and trust super fast. I figured as a personal blogger it is only fair to be completely open with y’all.
Now that I got that fun fact out of the way onto the interesting life that is me. I have successfully become a Market Partner with Monat and have found out that I actually am good on camera ( or learning to be). I’ve found a group of women who uplift and motivate me, like personal cheerleaders everyday! I’ve learned a lot about myself recently, to be more confident, realizing that I cannot control how people feel about me, or how others live their life.
It has been a victoriously feeling to let go of some self doubt and the need to control everything around me. I have been working on that for as long as I can remember and I am still a work in progress. I started back in therapy a few weeks ago (finally) and have been trying the method of manifestation and positive affirmations, it may sound silly to some but it has been a good journey so far.
If you want something, you make it happen. I want to lose weight and to be healthier but I allow my destructive nature to over power me and allow my PCOS to do its thing and I admit I make EXCUSES. PCOS sucks like really sucks but I can do more for my body and mind. I often think of my life in phases, pre-separation and post-separation, how I use to think and how I think now. What have I learned? How can I improve?
Life is a beautiful thing and we only get one, I want to be the best me everyday.